I still cant believe uve really left. I have moments of happiness and i feel guilty cause ur not here. I cant believe its all happened u was a lioness with ur strength and u always made me smile. I love u so much this pain will never go away. I wish i had ur strength cause all i wanna do is curl up and cry all the time. Why did this happen...why to u.....why to us as a whole....love and hugs mum xxxxx