Today when I held your hand I didn’t want to let go. Today felt different and I’m not sure why. I can’t remember the last time I held your hand before any of this happened, it was always hugs. I wanted you to wake up today. I studied you for ages trying to take in every little detail. I love you so much, and don’t know what I’m gonna do without you around. I never told you, but I always needed you and now I need you more than ever. Love you mum 💔❤️